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失望

2010-08-31T21:58:00.000+08:00

我那么地信任你，为什么你说话不算话。。

你令我太失望了。。

朋友，你说你受伤了。。

2010-08-31T21:50:00.001+08:00

朋友，你说你受伤了。。

那你有没有想过，你也是曾经伤了我的心，你还记得吗？

也许你忘了，也许你从不把这回事放在心上。。。

(◕〝◕) Feeling Empty

2010-06-26T22:40:00.003+08:00

Miss Coco

♥YOU♥

Amelie Cafe

2010-06-25T11:19:00.003+08:00

Edelweiss Cafe

2010-06-25T10:55:00.008+08:00

Unbelievable ==

2010-03-30T17:31:00.002+08:00

When we are going out from our college car park,

because of the touch and go system had spoilt so we had to use coins to get out...

We search all our wallet and money,

luckily we manage to find RM2 coins...

BUT, the worst things happen...

One of our 50sen can't go in to the system!

No matter how we tried, it just doesn't wana go in!

At the same time, it rain heavily...

So we quickly search and search for the syling in the whole car..

Found 20sen..............

Found 10sen.............

Found another 10sen............

OH NO!!! Still left 10 sen...

While we search for the coins,

my friend who sitting behind tried to put in the 50sen...

But it still doesn't want to go in...

Because of the rain getting heavy so my friend wanted to close the window...

Teng Teng Teng Teng! The window can't close!

The rains fall into the car...

So i quickly get out from my seat, without 'paisehly',

I go and borrow 10sen from the car behind in the rain...

Finally, we out from the car park but it doesn't end here...

We have to find a place to fix the window!

The rain getting bigger and bigger...

Almost flood in the car ==

After we search and search,

we found a place to repair the window and go home...

MAIN POINT coming!!!

When my friend who drove the car wanted to clean her car,

she found a 10 sen behind the seat......... SPEECHLESS~

CNY with Family at Flamingo Hotel

2010-02-23T20:57:00.004+08:00

G Soy~ Delicious~~~~~~~~

2010-02-23T20:42:00.003+08:00

07 Graduated Hua Lian Schoolmates Gathering

2010-01-10T08:10:00.006+08:00

Thanks to Jun Hong and Terry Ng who keep taking our photograph~

Thanks to Kam Yeen and Meng Huat who 'sengaja'come back

from Ipoh and KL to attend this gathering~

Thanks to Jia Xin and Pui Mun who no clothes to wear but

force by me at the end also wear the right dress code~ Haha! :P

Thanks to Wei Ming and Caslyn who not follow the dress code.. LOL! Joke Joke...

Thanks to Suat Lee and Li Teng who not so free

also come and attend this gathering for a while..

Thanks to Wern Cheh who belanja half of the New Box~

Thanks to the others Adrian, Wei Ming and

Winds Aizen who support and attend this gathering!!!

Really appreciate it!

I do hope I can do another gathering for those who can't attend but want to attend..

笑容里有谁知道背后其实是多么地伤心。。。

2010-01-10T07:32:00.005+08:00

一月九号，我举办了'07 Graduated Hua Lian Gathering'.

因为当我在槟城时，身边的朋友常常有这种活动，

我觉得很有意义所以就自作主张举办了。

很久没遇见的同学聚在一起聊一聊是很开心的！

因为等我们长大了，就不会有这个机会了。

在那期间，我努力地去邀请所有那年毕业的人，大约有一百二十个人。

当然不可能全部都回来因为有些在外地，做功和读书。

我预测是大约三十至五十吧！

可是很失望的只来了十五个。

（真的很感谢出席的人, 没有你们我真的不知道怎么办。)

我相信做过event的都懂，在这期间，

我最需要得是朋友的支持和踊跃参加。

看着别人的gathering只要一个人说要举办，

其他的朋友就会站起来帮忙项节目帮忙邀请人。

而我谁也没有。。。

只能怪自己没有朋友缘，不是朋友会给面子的人吧！

Tag: More about me

2009-12-20T11:30:00.003+08:00

A. 被点到名字的要在自己的博客里写下自己的答案，然后去掉一个你最不喜欢的问题再加上一个你的问题，仍然组成20个问题，传给其他8个人，列出其他8个需要回答问题的人的名字，被点名者不得拒绝回答问题，

B. 这8个人要在自己的部落格裡註明是从哪裡接到的，并且再传给其他8个人，让游戏继续下去，不得回传。被点到名字的人将会得到大家的祝福，并且所有美好的愿望都会在不久的将来实现。___________________________

1.你的名字: Lau Hui Sia

2.最近最鬱闷的事? $$$

3.最讨厌的人: People who do not know to appreciate

4.遇到喜欢的人，你是勇敢表白还是默默关注？I will like him in the heart quietly 1st, if got chance I will 'an shi' him..

5.说出点你名的人3个优点: Patient, kind and ???

6.以一个形容词形容点名的人的外表: Charming especially her eyes!!!

7.你现在最想拥有的是什麼? $$$

8.什麼时候感觉最开心？Dating and Shopping!!!

9.恋人／老公／老婆让你最欣赏的优点是什麼? 'Gao Kang'.. Haha!

10.覺得自己的性格是? 3 minutes heat

11.现在最想做的事? Study and do part time in the same time

12.接下来最想去旅行的国家或城市? Taiwan, Japan and Paris

13.你为什麼要回答这些问题? For update my blog

14.你觉得点你名的这个人是什麼样的个性？Brave!

15.什麼时候觉得孤独? Without my best friend and dear at beside me

16.最近一次掉眼泪是? Last Monday

17.请列出喜欢的饮料? Yogurt Drinks

18.家人重要还是伴侣重要? Same because partner in the future will bcome as part of family too

19.你希望点你名的人成为你的? Sister ^^

20. 你的另一半对你好吗？GOOD~ Hehe..

TAG:

1. Arthur
2. Jes
3. Hung
4. Jia Xin
5. Christine
6. Steven
7. Kam Yeen
8. Yee Mun
9. Celine
10. Sweet yan

Rasa Sayang Christmas Tree Launch- Im the CAROLER~

2009-12-17T11:14:00.004+08:00

Shangri-La’s Rasa Sayang Resort and Spa Penang hosted their 2009 Charity Christmas Tree Launch at the Garden Wing Lobby recently. The hotel management started this tradition since 2007 and has been doing so every year since then.
The Christmas tree standing in the lobby was adorned with colorful mixed ornaments of dazzling lights, ribbons, golden and red balls, pine cones and Christmas flowers.

In conjunction with this early Christmas festive lighting celebration, the children from the Resource & Education for Autistic Children (REACH) was invited to participate in the lighting of the Christmas tree. Simultaneously, the hotel collected donations with all the proceeds going to this organization and the Penang Turtle Conservation Centre.

Everyone can purchase a Christmas tree tag and hang it on the Christmas tree with a written personal season’s greeting. The specially designed Christmas tags in the shape of sea creatures cost RM10, RM20 or RM50 are available at the reception counter until 6th January 2010. All proceeds will benefit the above mentioned two organizations.

Resident Manager Mr Christian Nannucci was on hand to give the opening speech.

Santa handing out goodies to the children.

Everyone gathered around Santa Claus as soon as he makes his appearance. He had a busy time handing out sweets from his bag of goodies and had photos taken with the children. His arrival delighted all of them.

Nico Digi - Going to Buy this when the stock arrived!

2009-12-13T09:12:00.005+08:00

Product name: Nico Digi (VQ1005 Nico Nico Version)
Brand: Superheadz, Japan
Sensor pixel: 1.3M
Sensor: CMOS
Lens: f=6.56mm
Image size: 640X480 / 1280X1024 / 1600X1200
Movie size: 320X240
Focal distance: 2 feet –> infinity
Macro: 2 – 6 inches
Exposure: Auto
White Balance: Auto
Self timer: 10 sec.
Image file format: JPEG
Movie file format: MPEG @ 6fps (maximum of 2.4MB per video)
Memory: SD card up to 2GB
Battery: AAA batteries
Dimensions: L60mm X H38mm X W20mm
Weight: 85 g including battery

Warranty: One (1) year from date of purchase

Package includes:

One(1) nico digi digital camera
One(1) AAA battery
USB cable
Instruction manual CD
English manual

Price:

Nico Digi (VQ1005 Nico Nico version) – RM205.00 + FREE one(1) AAA battery!

Batteries: Uses one(1) AAA battery

Memory: SD card up to 2GB

Features:

Digital Lomo camera!
Takes still pictures as well as videos.
Small, lightweight and easy to use!
Don’t have to develop your films anymore!
Because it’s a key-chain you can carry it around with you anywhere.

Samples of the pictures capture by this camera pls visit http://www.theclickshop.net/gallery/nico-digi/

Journey to Indonesia

2009-10-28T15:20:00.015+08:00

Finally I able to travel by using my own saving money!!!

But only go Jakarta, Indonesia... Hehe...

Because of my money is limited so I chose Air Asia as my plane..

This is me at the airport... So excited!

Me, inside the plane... This is my fourth time rode plane..

When arrived there, my aunty and uncle came and fetched me to my grandma house for lunch...

After that, we started our journey!!!

We went to a place where you can buy a lot of cheap accessories...

Hmm... Because of Jakarta have a lot of cars and jam always,

so we rode motorcycle to the destination

and I have to wear like this to avoid dirty and dusty air flow into my nose...

(Like want to rompak bank..SWT!)

After that I went to my aunty saloon to rebond my hair...

Day 2: We went to a shopping mall called 'Seibu'...

It is a very very high class place to shop..

Almost all the expensive brand which you can name it is inside there..

I just can say 'WOW' to this shopping mall.. I never see a shopping mall so beautiful before... Below are the pictures inside...

(All the entrance have security and they have to check your bag and body only you can go in...

There are will be a hostess at the door to open the door for you...)

(Notice below this picture..Enlarge it if can)

(Small Version)

(Hard Rock Cafe Jakarta is inside too)

Besides, we also went to ETC and Mangga Dua...

Day 3: We went to a shopping mall called 'MOI' to meet up

my another uncle and aunty..

(J.CO Yogurt Cool and donuts...Yummy!!!)

I thought only Indonesia they have but when I came back,

it is just newly open at Queensbay! So happy!

Besides, we also went to Pasar Baru, Mangga Dua Square and Megamall...

Day 4: I went to a place where they sell a lot clothes for the boutique to sell..

I bought some for sell too! Hehe...

After that, I went to my aunty saloon to dye my hair...

Day 5: Is time to go back! So reluctant to leave...

Hu.... Arrived safely...

I waste around RM 1000.00 for clothes and accessories!!!

Really is a new experience for me for travelling alone..

Thats the end of my Indonesia journey..

Bye Bye~

Anger Mood( -`д´-)

2009-10-20T09:56:00.004+08:00

I really hate people that do not how to appreciate!!!

Not even a single word 'Thanks'...

Do you guys agree?

Confusing Mood(っ>ω<)

2009-10-19T17:09:00.004+08:00

Today morning I nearly late for work because of raining..

(For your info, I cycle to work)

Luckily the rain stop at 8.20am as my working time start at 9.00am...

Everyday do the same things,

Photostat, key in data, update data, download data, filing, distribution...

Hmm.. Kind a Boring... But I do learn a lot of things..

I learn to think MATURE..

Last time I kept complaining why this why that..

Now I know why...

I was thinking should I listen to my mum continue degree

or start to work earning money?

Money is important that is how 'ShoppingQueen' this name came...

And what department should I go?

HR? Food & Beverage? Front Office?

Airport Air-Ticketing?

Management? Operation?

Management 9am to 5pm, sat n sun off,

public holiday off(lower salary)...

Operation not fix, sat n sun hv to work,

public holiday must work(higher salary)...

Confuse confuse.....

FEELING◕ღ◕

2009-10-16T15:33:00.004+08:00

Hey my blog readers!!! Thanks for following and read my blog.. So appreciate it!

Hmm... Sorry for not always updating my blog coz I just will update my blog when there are pictures...

Maybe I had to change and write somethings about my feeling everyday to suit my title...

Today my feeling was quite good because I'm going to Indonesia next week!!! 23rd to 27th Oct...

The purpose I went there not only visit my relatives but to SHOP!!!

So excited now and I waiting the day to come...

I promise when I come back, I will share a lot pictures there with you all....

Finally bought A Poodle named COCO

2009-10-06T19:41:00.002+08:00

My dream came true!!! Me n Arthur shared money to her.. Thanks ya Jes for borrowing us money! T.T So hard to train her... Always pee n poop everywhere.. OMG!

1 Year Anniversary

2009-09-19T11:59:00.008+08:00

13 Sep - Today we celebrate our '1 Year Annivesary'!

Waiting today for such a long time d...

Where we go for today?

Hehe... We went to Penang Hill..

We went there for the 1st time and its rain so I keep 'luan' him to bring me to go for the 2nd time.. So he decided to bring me go today...

But it rain again when we arrived on top.. So swt...
We wait for the rain to stop then start to walk up..

But there nothing much to see or walk..It is just like Taiping Bukit Larut...

There are a lot of dogs there, we the dog lover feed the dogs...

After that we went back home, bath and put up nice dress. It time for dinner!!!

Before today arrive, I had make a survey on internet for the buffet restuarant at Penang..

And I saw this restuarant is new and highly recommended so we decided to have a try...

No REGRET!

We went to 'Haven Delight' a restaurant at Times Square Penang. It has 2 choices menu, one is ala carte and 1 is buffet. We definitelt choose BUFFET!!!

It is an ala carte buffet somethings like 'TAO'. RM49.90+ per person.

Hey guys! Those who reading my blog now, I would highly recommend you to this restaurant to have a try.. The food is delicious and the service is quite good...

Hu...Eat until too Full... Haha! 2 person ate 10 plates of meal... OMG!

Hmm.. What we gave each other for present?

Due to economy crisis, we decided not to waste too much money on present so we bought 2 pairs of couple RED slipper from Four Skin..

And I made a 'Memory' book from him..

Inside I wrote all the things happen to us btw this one year..

Hope HE likes it! ^^

Although we celebrate it simplyly but Today is my best memory for me...

♥Questionaire♥

2009-08-28T14:00:00.003+08:00

♥個人題- 10 題♥
01 你叫什么：Hui Sia
03 你的綽號: Nancy
04 你的星座：Cancer
05 你是男還是女：Female
06 你幾歲：19
07 你住哪裡：Taiping
08 你現在的學校 : KDU Penang
09 你有沒有手機 : Yes
10 承上，那是多少：Hmm.. U means how many hp I have? Only one for now...

♥朋友題 - 10 題♥
11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）: JesS
12 你最討厭的人（限１個）: BACKSTAPPER AND CONFLICT CREATOR

♥情題 - 10 題♥
21 你有沒有喜歡的人: Hehe.. Got...
23 如果没有，你希望什麼時候有另一半：---
24 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：Chim... Nope!
25 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過：Hmm.. Duno bcoz duno who is serious and who is not...
26 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友：6
27 你現在有另一半嗎: Yes
28 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：I will feel annoying bcoz until now I still cannot accept les or gay..
29 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎 : Loss contact d lo...
30 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人: No reason
31 你和另一半牽手過嗎: Got
32 你的另一半抱或親過嗎: Got
33 你跟異性牽手過嗎: Got
34 是誰，你們什麼關係: Bf
35 現在有人在追你嗎：I don think so..

♥混合題 - 10 題♥
36 如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣：Self depressed
37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會：She do ‘chu yi’,I do ‘shi wu’…
38 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會：Down
39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎: No!
40 你上課認真嗎 : Sometimes..
41 你功課好不好：Okok lo...
42 你开电腦都在幹嘛: Facebook and PPStream
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: Men more than women
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性: Boys more than girls

♥兇手題 - 10 題♥
45 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰：Khai Ling
46 这個人對你好不好：She treat me wit true heart
47 這個人是你的誰：True Friend
48 你有喜歡過這個人嗎： Friend love…
49 你們認識多久了： Hmm... 5 years...
50 這個人是怎樣的人：Strong and brave!
51 這個人正／帥嗎： Pretty especially her eyes...
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过：Swt...
53 萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼办：Mission impossible

♥聯想題 - 10 題♥
56 說到正妹你會想到誰：Japan Girl
57 說到帥哥你會想到誰: Shh… Heart know can d… Haha!
58 說到憨你會想到誰: Nop
59 說到痴你會想到誰: Nop
60 說到暗戀你會想到誰: Hmm...
61 說到出去玩你會想到誰: Bf
62 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰: Duno woh...
63 說到傻子你會想到誰: Also duno...
64 說到笑點低你會想到誰: ???
65 說到愛笑你會想到誰: Me!!!

♥學校題 - 11 題♥
66 你的班導是誰：Mr.Prakash
67 你的座位是第幾排第幾個：Normally in front...
68 你最喜歡的老師是誰: Until now still don have…
70 你的英文好嗎: So so…
71 你的體育好嗎: 0%
72 你的数学好么: Oklo...
73 你喜不喜歡你的校長：No feeling...
74 你的學校好看嗎: Small n modern... Not bad la!
75 你的班級是：Diploma in Hotel & Tourism Management
76 你的班級在幾樓: 1st Floor

1.被點到必填，不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。2.請老實的回答每一個問題。3.不行擅自塗改題目。4.寫完請點8位朋友，不可不點。5.點完後請通知那8位朋友他被點到了。以下这几位，抱歉啦，你……被点到了^^

1) Arthur
2) Jia Xin
3) Jes
4) Hung
5) Ai Hua
6) Baby Steven
7) Jia Huoy
8) Khai Vern

Life in 'Rasa Sayang' PART 2

2009-08-25T16:03:00.000+08:00

At first I was so sad to be transfer to HR department because I had to leave my ‘family’ in Spice Market Café.

Besides, I am an active girl who does not like to sit at the office facing the document.

So, I bring ‘want to learn’ heart to go in there.

But, eventually I found there is another feeling I can find here.

The feeling of ‘adult working life’. At here, I see a lot and GROW A LOT…

Life in 'Rasa Sayang' PART 1...

2009-08-16T09:17:00.000+08:00

Long time didnt update my blog..Bcoz within this 1 month,my life just eat, sleep and work... @@

Well, now I'm training at Shangri-La Rasa Sayang Resort & Spa,Penang..

Mayb ur reaction wil b 'Wow!Five stars resorts man!'

The more stars a resort.. The more suffering the tasks are...

I was been assigned to F&B Department in a restaurant named 'Spice Market Cafe' as a waitress...

The working time there either is morning shift 7am to 3pm or afternoon shift 3pm to 11pm..

After working for 8 hours can go back?!!!

IMPOSSIBLE!

The earliest i can go back when i worked afternoon shift is 11.30pm(seldom)

and the latest is 1am or 2am(always) bcoz of the buy 1 free 1 promotion..

Restaurant fully booked always @@ (When it going to end?Keep extend...)

If morning shift normally no need to stay back..The latest also 4pm bcoz of the afternoon briefing...

On 10th August, I had been transfered to HR Department...

To be continue with more PICTURES...

Genting Trip

2009-06-27T13:12:00.000+08:00

The next day after my birthday, I went for a genting trip with my classmates for 2 days 1 night..

Guess what? With a coward heart, I rode rollar coaster for 3 times!!!

Wow.. The 1st time I ride, I was so scared until wana get down..

But after played for 1 round, definitely wanted 2nd round.. Haha~

Hope we can go again~

My Birthday

2009-06-25T13:41:00.000+08:00

For sure, I celebrated my birthday with HIM..

At morning we went to Botanical Garden.

Quite a natural,romantic and beautiful place to have a morning walk..

Got the feeling of Taiping Lake Garden..

And then we went for Sakae Sushi eat BUFFET~

Hehe.. Love buffet so much..
Guess how much we eat?

The picture didnt explain everythings oh..

When we wana capture for the last plate, the waiter came and collected all plates..

Haiz..Cant count how many plates we ate..

After that we went back to his home..There is 2 suprise waiting for me..

HOHOHO.. What is the suprise?

1st is his parent buy durian for me!!! OMG.. I didnt eat durian for a year.. Haha.. Quite happy...
Then the 2nd is........ TARDAAA............He bought a birhday cake me..Too excited to eat it and forget to take photo when it is whole cake...

Well..You guys sure asking of what he bought for my birthday present?

All of these are my birthday present~

To me, I love to receive present but what is more important than present is the heart that he planned for celebrating my birthday..

Thank you dear...

Our KDU H&T Last Gathering

2009-06-24T14:19:00.000+08:00

Today is a happy day for me but also is a sad day for me..

This is because all of us are going for training and maybe cannot meet each other already.

The venue is coffee island, lets the photo share with you our frienship memory~

Then suddenly out of my suprise, they celebrate me n jes birthday! REally TOUCH until duno what to say.. I just can say THANKS! I really appreciate it...

Now lets time turn to before at college~~~~~~~~~~~

ALthough I don like study time, but I do miss the time with you all..
Keep contact ya!

Love grows sweet memory~

2009-06-19T23:33:00.000+08:00

Every tiny picture there is story behind

Its content sweet, sour, bitter and spicy

But when all the taste had combine, they become 'LOVE'

When 'LOVE' appear, it grows sweet memory~

Lost Before and Gain Back Now

2009-05-05T23:50:00.000+08:00

The friendship that I lost before because of Love relationship, hope I can get it back now..

I treat every friends with my truth heart, no hoping for rewards or any benefits,
just hoping they will treat me with their truth heart too...

Hey friends~ Keep in Touch ya ｡◕‿◕｡

The Love relationship that I failed before because of my blindness and stupidness,
now I very appreciate what I had..
Dear~ You r my number 1 oh ❤

害怕见不到你，感觉不到你的呼吸。。。

2009-04-23T21:39:00.000+08:00

今天突然谈起毕业后的打算。很不愿谈起但日子越靠近没办法逃避。

我们可以这样常常见面的日子不多了。毕业后你有你的路，我有我的路。

真想走你的路，但我们的方向不同。。。

我不像其他女生，可以长时间不跟男友见面。

我。。。做不到！

我好害怕见不到你，感觉不到你的呼吸。

His Birthday

2009-04-04T14:51:00.000+08:00

Well, few weeks b4 his birthday, I had planned to bring him to 'Seoul Garden' to eat.. I think quite worth to bring him for buffet Xp Haha! It is a simple day and I didn't plan much. Because Im not a good birthday suprise planner.. Sorry Dear~ But... The present that I gave him very special oh.. It is handmade that made by myself..

After we ate, we went for a movie, 'Fast and furious'! Always when wana watch movie, sure is me choose the movie.. Today I let him choose.. Wow.. So nice to watch!

如果能每天见到你那该有多好？

2009-03-03T19:37:00.000+08:00

不知不觉我掉进了一条很深很深的爱河，明知道会没命但却不希望有人会救我起来。。。

没有你的每分每秒都觉得很空虚，开始不习惯你不在我身边。。。

你知道吗？开心时，第一个想要找人分享的人是你：伤心时，你是我唯一的解药。

明明想要见你但又不敢开口因为你和我家的距离太远了！我也不好意思开口。真的很矛盾。。。

如果能每天见到你那该有多好？

❤Valentine Day❤

2009-02-15T15:15:00.000+08:00

Today was a very special day for me n him because it is our 1st Valentine!!!
At the morning, we went to the beach to play kite.. Although it so hot but so excited n sweet...

Then for the lunch, we went to Smoky Jack Ribs & Steak House... The 1st step I take into the restaurant, just got one expressions from my mouth 'WOW'... The design of the restaurant so unique! Guess how much we pay for it per couple? Let me give you a clues... We ate 2 Set Lunch which include Soup or Salad for Appetizer, Beef Tenderloin for me and Salmon Fosh for him and Small Chocolate with some fruits... Around RM100? Nonono... Only RM42!!! Haha.. Quite cheap in such 'High Class' Restaurant...

After that for the dinner, we went to Kannichikan Yakiniku Restaurant...

Teng teng teng teng......These are the present he bought for me...Thank you Dear!!!I Love It!

He came to Taiping...

2009-02-01T15:13:00.000+08:00

Sooooooooo HAPPY that he came to Taiping to find me.. I bring him to the attractions place around my house...Due to the shortage of time, so i bring him to Bukit Larut and Taman Tasik...

Penang Hill Trip with HIM...

2009-01-04T17:12:00.000+08:00

Today we went to Penang Hill!!! It had been more than 10 years I never been there so he brang me go together with friends...but we a bit luckily...Its rain while we went up and make my favourite Nike shoes dirty...Sobsobsob.....

The day I waited had arrived finally....

2009-01-04T16:33:00.000+08:00

Finally!!! Finally can meet him after 5 weeks seperating...
We went to A&W which I waited to eat for so long...

Christmas, somethings is missing...

2008-12-26T15:15:00.000+08:00

CHRISTMAS....... When talking about christmas, everyone was so excited and started to plan where to celebrate and with who.. Except me............

Let times return to few weeks ago..
Me : Dear, so sorry oh christmas I cant go to Penang to celebrate with you because my dad
sure will not allow me to go Penang without reasons.
Dear : Then I go Taiping find you bah!

And so we were so excited and plan where to go and what to do that day!

Let times adjust to last week..
Dear : My grandma past away, when Christmas is exactly seven days so my mum do not
allow me to go.
Me : Ok, nevermind.

I reply with heart pain but I know I cant show out because his grandma just past away. He very sad... His grandma past away and cannot come and meet me... Feel so sorry cant by his side to console him... So I decided to do a handmade card to him.......

Let times back to now..
So today he received my card.. He said it was cute n nice! This was my 1st time do card for boy, feel so kindergarden the card, hope he will like it! Well today nothing special to me. I just celebrate with my parent. Going to dinner and walking around in our new mall. Somethings is missing.....

I kept telling myself 'You must b patient, only left 29 days to meet him, time passed very fast'..

2008-12-06T13:35:00.000+08:00

I was so nervous while waiting for his sms reply.. I sent 'What time you working today?'.. I kept praying that he will not work at night.. Teng teng teng teng! Yeah! He worked at afternoon so we had promised to meet at msn at 8.30pm.. While Im free and waiting for the time, I kept thinking of whether he come to find me at Sat is right or wrong.. After a long thinking, I think I better cal him not to find me at Sat.. This is bcoz from Setiawan to Taiping need around one and a half hour, somemore the road very narrow and small.. When at night he drive back from Taiping to Setiawan sure very dangerous! Haiz... N I also duwan always waste his petrol.. I kept telling myself 'You must b patient, only left 29 days to meet him, time passed very fast'..

Disappointed + Excited

2008-12-05T12:18:00.000+08:00

Today a bit disappointed oh bcoz he today worked at night so we cant see each other through webcam.. What to do? Haiz... Ohyea, he said this Saturday he will be coming to Setiawan and mayb wana come and find me at Taiping.. I was like so excited and started to plan if he come, where should I bring him to go and eat.. After I had planned the whole journey, I wrote it out and sent to him.. Now waiting for his reply......

No matter how, the feeling of saw him at webcam and meet his real person is not same.....

2008-12-04T13:00:00.000+08:00

Today working as usual..Working with such a 'WEIRD' boss really make me suffer..I kept telling myself 'don worry,somebody is waiting for you after you finish work'.. So I was like concentrate on my work, keep myself busy so that time passed faster.. As normal, after I finished my dinner, I quickly on my msn and chat with him.. But today a bit different oh, I can saw him through webcam!!! I didnt meet him for 3 days n I thought after one month only I can see him.. When I saw him that time, duno y I just kept smiling and call 'dear...dear...dear'.. So miss him! But no matter how, the feeling of saw him at webcam and meet his real person is not same.....

Hoping the day we can meet can arrive faster.......

2008-12-03T13:57:00.000+08:00

Working for second day le..Thats mean we didnt meet for 2 days..My mind keeps reflecting the day we had to say goodbye to each other..My tears falling down when I thought of it..Until now I still can feel the warmth of his chest when I lay on him before I left..I felt so so so down and almost to cry!But I know I have to control my tears,I duwan him to be sad too..32 days to go to meet him..Almost everyday Im crying..Hoping the day we can meet can arrive faster.......

Today 1st day working...

2008-12-02T13:25:00.000+08:00

第一天做工原本充满期待的我，到了那里只有一句话想说：‘我从来都没有看过这么凶的女人（我的老板）！！！’。一边做工一边想着你，还好没有做错东西。。。

But happiness ended so fast...

2008-12-01T13:21:00.000+08:00

These 2 days going out shopping with him again lo!!!
So happy and excited!
But happiness ended so fast...
I had to come back to my hometown,
around one month cant meet him...

为什么？？？

2008-11-14T13:34:00.000+08:00

不爱运动的我竟然可以为了你而改变，为什么？

从来不敢唱歌的我竟然在你面前唱歌，为什么？

心情不好的我只要看到你就开心起来，为什么？

看不到你就会像小孩找不到妈妈一样，为什么？

明明很爱睡但你还没到家我都睡不着，为什么？

不管何时何处第一个想到的一定是你，为什么？

有谁可以帮我解答啊？！！！

都是你。。。

2008-11-07T02:45:00.000+08:00

正在放假的你开始工作咯！而我还在读书。所以我们见面的时间变少了。

我才开始发现没有见到你的日子真的很辛苦。。。

我的心情就像这首歌：

‘谁改变了我的世界没有方向没有日夜

我看着天这一刻在想你是否会对我一样思念

你曾说我们有一个梦等到那天我们来实现

我望着天在心中默默念下一秒你出现在眼前

想念的心装满的都是你

我的钢琴弹奏的都是你

我的日记写满的都是你的名

才发现有另一个黎明

这是我对你爱的累积 ’

My 1st n 2nd present...

2008-10-27T23:29:00.000+08:00

Talk so much about my feeling forgot to talk about the present that he gave me...

Hehe..The 1st present he gave me is a pink colour mouse! My mouse spoilt adi so he bought for me....

Now let me introduce my 2nd present.. Teng teng teng teng................................... Is a NIKE SPORT SHOES!!! This is the sport shoes that I aimed to buy it.. I planned to buy it today de but he adi bought it for me... I was so So SO TOUCH!!!!!

Dear, I will very zhen xi all the things that you gave me... Thanks!!! Muacks.......

你开心吗？

2008-10-26T01:13:00.000+08:00

谢谢你这几天的陪伴。我觉得非常开心。。。

只想问你：‘你开心吗？’

希望在我的‘blog’ 里可以看到你真心得到答案。。。

我终于得到了我心中想要的答案了。。。

2008-10-15T20:39:00.000+08:00

14th Of October,今天是我们的一周月！时间过得真快，在一起已经一个月咯！！！由于我们都有上课所以唯有晚上才可出去。今天他带我去吃我吵他很久叫他带我去的‘Ｔ－ＢＯＷＬ＇餐厅在Queensbay Mall。好高兴哦！食物还蛮好吃的，很可惜没有拍照下来！

吃饱后我们去走走看看我想要买的米奇运动鞋和ｎｉｋｅ运动鞋。我真的超喜欢的，但价钱我可是买不起啊！没办法咯，收钱了一双一双慢慢买吧！走了半个小时后，我们去看‘武侠梁祝’。

今天令我难忘的不是他带我去吃我想要的，也不是去看戏，而是他开口跟我说了‘我爱你！’。当时的我不知为什么，很想说‘我也爱你’但不敢说啊！所以只好躺在他怀里。真的很开心很感动哦！就那一刻，我可以确定我是他爱的人，他也是我爱的人！我终于得到了我心中想要的答案了。。。

在眼泪中找到快乐。。。

2008-10-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

13th Of October, 今天可以说是我人生中最伤心，最失望，最心痛但又最感动的一天！身为组长的我承受了很多的压力为了争取最好的分数给自己和我的组员们。但我失败了，因为老师的不公平我的组得了最后第二低分。我的心就好像跌入谷里！！！整个人傻去，不想讲话。这时候我第一个人想到的是他，但他又在上课不想打扰他只好忍着。一个小时过了，终于忍不住了就跟他说我的心情。那时我觉得我很傻，明明很想要他来找我来陪我但却又叫他不用来。因为我怕他练习后很累所以就叫他不用来找我。（其实心里是很想要他来）

算了，既然都叫他不要来了就别想这么多。回到家后整个人就发疯似地唱歌，做平常我不会做的事。突然朋友叫我去海边透透气。其实我是真的没有心情去，但朋友劝劝几下就去啦！到了那里，突然看到一个很熟悉的面孔跑过来。看清楚，竟然是他！！！我那时真的感动到不知说什么好。原来劝我来海边透透气是个骗局。不过还真要感谢她们！就这样我们坐在海边，我躺在他肩膀上，他听我诉苦又安慰我，真的很开心！原本打算如果看到他就想要抱着他哭但不知为什么看到他觉得很开心。可说是我在眼泪中找到快乐。。。

Thank you dear..

2008-10-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

12th Of October, today we had planned to go to Prangin Mall to buy my mum and my white shoes for our family photo. Before that when I was at Taiping, I tried my best to find a 017/012 number for him so that it will be cheaper for us to sms because he used 016. After a big search, finally beside bus station, there is a hp shop and at there I found a number that almost same number with my hp number-0175595150(My number is 0125150059).I was so happy because I searching a number that I want for long time already.

Around 4.30pm I arrived at penang jetty. Out of my expectation, he waited me at the arrival door to help me took my luagage. I was so touch! (This was the first things I would like to thank him).

Then, he brang me home to do my housework first only went out for shopping. I felt so sweet and thankful when he helped me to do my housework. He swept and mop the floor while I kept and washed clothes! (This was the second things I would like to thank him). That time I felt like we just like a 'mini husband and wife'. So xin fu!!!

After we finished our housework around 7.30pm, we went out lo! Same like the first time we shopped, he accompany and gave me ideas. (This was the third things I would like to thank him). After a long struggle, we finally managed to buy 2 pairs at OPERA, its cost me RM112!!! Oh my GOD! But I love them so much.

Around 9.30pm, we went back. While I wanted to start to do my homework suddenly my best friend wanted me to call her to have a talk. While Im on the phone without my noticed, he helped me to do my housework. (This was the forth things I would like to thank him).

Today I really really want to thank him for doing all these for me. I really appreciate it!!! Thank you dear....

很喜欢被你疼的感觉。。。

2008-10-11T00:00:00.000+08:00

9th of October, 今天你来到我家因为想见见对方要不然又要等三天才可见面了。我很喜欢躺在你怀里也很喜欢被你抱的感觉所以今天我决定当个小孩，静静地躺着你。今天令我最深刻的时候是当我躺在你脚上你抚摸我的脸。当你抚摸我的脸时，不知为什么我感到我自己在被一个很喜欢我的人保护着。我能感受到我从来没有过的感觉。那感觉就好像我被珍惜！就是这感觉！！！我期待已久的感觉。。。我想告诉你‘我很喜欢被你疼的感觉，谢谢你！’。。。

Finally can went to a people wedding with my beloved...

2008-10-06T12:00:00.000+08:00

4th of October, today is my dearest lecturer 'Mr.Danny' wedding. About my wearing for that day I already prepared everythings. Since I start to enter 'love relationship' life, I so so so hope that I can go a friends or relatives wedding with my beloved! This is because that day I will be dress specially and I hope he can see it. Well, my hope is finally came true. He was going to the dinner with me!!! Finally can went to a people wedding with my beloved...

Not only that, today I also got his first kiss!!! Wow.... So happy today!

First time shops so relaxly with a boy…

2008-10-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

29th of September, after a suffer time, is time for SHOPPING!!! Wow.. I waited for today long time ago. It had been few months ago since I shops. Last time, I was a girl that do not like a boy shop with me because I will feel uncomfortable and scared that he will be bored. But, he changed me…

A week before, he promised to bring to prangin mall and gurney for shopping. So I waited and waited. Finally today came. After I packing up my things, we went to prangin. Today I will be riding 6.30pm bus back to Taiping so 11am we went out. When arrived at prangin, we straight away went to the shops that I wanted to buy things on it. Very suprisingly, I felt very comfortable and I didn’t nervous anymore. What I wanted to buy, I will asked him and he will give me his opinion and suggestion. I really like this kind of attitude. This is because normally when a girl asked a boy about opinion on a things, the boy sure said do not know or ’sui bian la’. So we bought a wallet, a college bag, a college shoes,socks, an eyeshadow and a dinner bags.

Well, all this sure not paid by him because I do not allow my bf use his money for my shopping. So before that I think and think how to pay all this things myself and he also will not feel shamed? After a long think, I decided to put all my money on his walllet so when I wanted to a things he will use my money to pay. ^^ After we bought all the things, we went lunch.

We headed to gurney. I wanted to buy a shoes for my mum. Before that, we went to GSC to see whether got movie to see. After we survey, we decided to watch ‘Painted Skin’ 2pm. While waiting for the time, we went to bonia to see my mum shoes. Unfortunely it is too expensive and my money not enough. Haiz! Almost 2pm, we went in to cinema.

After the movie had finished, we went to buy green tea ice cream and go for a walk. Is time to back home! So he brang me to jetty. Because of Im taking alot of things and it was raining, he decided to accompany to ride ferry to butterworth and to the bus. I was so so so so TOUCH! He helped me took my things and accompany me until I went up to the bus. Very reluctantly he gave me a hug and I went up to the bus. That time I felt so sweet and this is the my first time shops so relaxly with a boy…

I will wait his confirmation and promise to me…

2008-09-27T14:00:00.000+08:00

26th of September 2008, our 3rd time going out. Today the part that I most touch is when he said and asked me: ’I like you, can you be my girlfriend?’. Of course Im his gf since 14th of September, just he wana asked me the question that he didnt ask. Because that day he straight away hold my hand. I didnt answer his question immediately. I was so shy and speechless but at the same time I felt extremely HAPPY! Besides, he also talk about how good I am! That time I felt so sweet because there is no boy praise me such good and sweet before.

So, I planned to give him my ans. I need a quiet place to say out the answer so I decided to choose beach. But because of some incident, we didnt go. I had to change my plan. After we finished our journey. He accompanied me back to my apartment. When we arrived, I tell myself to be brave. So I hug him and said:’I willing to be his gf!’. I really cant believe myself that I will said somethings so sweet.

When I really like someone, I will put 100% feeling on him and will want to be with him all the time. I wont change my mind and this is my promise to him except he disappointed me. He said before that he cant 100% confirm he will love me forever because he scared he will hurt me if he cant make it, he said we have to understand each other more deeply then only he can confirm that Im the girl that he want to find all this time. I felt a bit down. Because I cant afford to take another hurt and I do not want to take another risk anymore. What I need is a bf that can let me feel ’safe’. But actually I know he is a guy that serious in love relationship and he do not to hurt me so he said to me honestly. So I will wait his confirmation and promise to me then only I put my 100% feeling on him…

Feel like in a dream…

2008-09-19T12:00:00.000+08:00

17th September 2007,today was the second time we go out. Since last week I had been waiting for today to arrive. He know I not so like gurney so he planned want to bring me to queensbay to watch movie. But, I still choose to go gurney because since he cares what I like and don’t so I do not want to waste his petrol…

Before we went to the cinema, we went for a walk to wait the movie time. Actually I keep asking in my heart, in his heart who am I? Girlfriend or girl’s friend? Because he never say he love me and ask me to accept him. He just straight away hold my hand on the first day we go out. Finally I got the answer! He met his secondary friend while we were walking around. His friend asked: Isn’t she your girlfriend?’ Then he answered: ‘Yes.She is my girlfriend.’

When the movie time had arrived we went to the cinema.In the cinema, I was freezing inside. When he knew that,he hugged me! He try his best to make me feel warm. That time, I felt warm. I enjoy in his hug so do not concentrate much on the movie. After the movie, we decided to drive around penang. He knew I like to eat A&W so he bring me to the tesco extra because the internet state that there is a A&W restaurant inside the tesco extra.But, when we arrived there, there no A&W. I was so disappointed! Then, he asked me whether like to drink Root Beer plus Vanilla Ice Cream or not. I said I like. So he decided to buy a root beer and vanilla ice cream for me to drink. That time I was like so touch! Since I born until now, there is no boy willing to do somethings to me. Then, we bought pop corn to get the spoon and drink for the cup. After we had all the items, we went back to the car and started to make ‘ Vanilla Ice Cream Root Beer’. Finally we successed! We drank it happily!^^ After that, he brought me around his college and some places in Penang.

Around 6.30pm, we go for dinner. While waiting for the food,we have a chat. Finally the food arrived. The sweet moment was when he feed me and I feed him! I love this kind of sweetness!
Last time, I do not like to go for karaeok because my voice was not good. But today, I suggest to go for Redbox because I know he like to sing and actually I had prepared a song to sing to him.While we inside the rooms, of course I let him chose his song 1st only I chose. His voice is so good! Suddenly, he chose a song that want to sing to me ‘ 世界唯一的你’. The lyrics was so touch until it really touch my heart. I lay on him and almost want to cry! Then I also sang the song that prepared to him ‘都是你’.

11.30pm, was time to go home. Time really past so fast. He brang me and accompany until the door of my house. Until now I still don’t believe that I had a boyfriend that I can feel that he really care about me!!!To me, today really feel like a the dream...

The feeling that I lost now is coming back…

2008-09-15T14:00:00.000+08:00

14 September 2008, everyone was celebrating ‘Middle Autumn Day’. People who have couple definitely will go out see the moon and walk around in such romantic day. Single people like me, what to do? Sure celebrate my ownself.

But, suddenly a msg come. A guy sms me said that:‘Tonight want to go out?‘. I was like jump for joy because this is the first time a guy call me out! And the guy also Im have feeling on him. Then we promise to meet at 8pm and he come and fetch. After we ended our conversation, I started to nervous. I opened my closet and chose which cloth to wear tonight. It was headache!
After I reach Penang from hometown,Taiping, I faster finished up my housework then prepared to going out. I kept telling myself to calm down. I keep counted the time that 8pm going to arrive. Finally he arrived, my heart beating fast.

Firstly, he bring me for dinner. The place although is a cafe but it is romantic! The place is slightly dark and there is mini lantern in each table. What is so special about was the name of the cafe drink is special. Then, we ordered a large drink called 'Love' and we shared. I can felt that he tried to talk to me and do somethings to make me feel less nervous. I was like trying my best to calm down and think of topic to say.

After we had finished our dinner, we went to the beach to see the MOON. Along the road from the car to the beach, somethings happen. He hold my hand!!! I felt like myself get shocked. Then I decided to let my hand to him. This warm hand really make me feel safe and I know I didnt do the wrong decision. At the beach, we can’t really see clearly the moon but we had a good time by chating to know each other well. Actually, I was getting nervous and nervous so I just keep quiet and listen to what he said.

Around 10.25pm, he fetched me back. Along the journey, he sang songs for me! Maybe towards other people this is just a normal day for couple, but to me is meaningful because the feeling that I lost long time ago is coming back….