Disappointed + Excited

Today a bit disappointed oh bcoz he today worked at night so we cant see each other through webcam.. What to do? Haiz... Ohyea, he said this Saturday he will be coming to Setiawan and mayb wana come and find me at Taiping.. I was like so excited and started to plan if he come, where should I bring him to go and eat.. After I had planned the whole journey, I wrote it out and sent to him.. Now waiting for his reply......

No matter how, the feeling of saw him at webcam and meet his real person is not same.....

Today working as usual..Working with such a 'WEIRD' boss really make me suffer..I kept telling myself 'don worry,somebody is waiting for you after you finish work'.. So I was like concentrate on my work, keep myself busy so that time passed faster.. As normal, after I finished my dinner, I quickly on my msn and chat with him.. But today a bit different oh, I can saw him through webcam!!! I didnt meet him for 3 days n I thought after one month only I can see him.. When I saw him that time, duno y I just kept smiling and call 'dear...dear...dear'.. So miss him! But no matter how, the feeling of saw him at webcam and meet his real person is not same.....

Hoping the day we can meet can arrive faster.......

Working for second day le..Thats mean we didnt meet for 2 days..My mind keeps reflecting the day we had to say goodbye to each other..My tears falling down when I thought of it..Until now I still can feel the warmth of his chest when I lay on him before I left..I felt so so so down and almost to cry!But I know I have to control my tears,I duwan him to be sad too..32 days to go to meet him..Almost everyday Im crying..Hoping the day we can meet can arrive faster.......

Today 1st day working...

第一天做工原本充满期待的我，到了那里只有一句话想说：‘我从来都没有看过这么凶的女人（我的老板）！！！’。一边做工一边想着你，还好没有做错东西。。。

But happiness ended so fast...

These 2 days going out shopping with him again lo!!!
So happy and excited!
But happiness ended so fast...
I had to come back to my hometown,
around one month cant meet him...

为什么？？？

不爱运动的我竟然可以为了你而改变，为什么？

从来不敢唱歌的我竟然在你面前唱歌，为什么？

心情不好的我只要看到你就开心起来，为什么？

看不到你就会像小孩找不到妈妈一样，为什么？

明明很爱睡但你还没到家我都睡不着，为什么？

不管何时何处第一个想到的一定是你，为什么？

有谁可以帮我解答啊？！！！

都是你。。。

正在放假的你开始工作咯！而我还在读书。所以我们见面的时间变少了。

我才开始发现没有见到你的日子真的很辛苦。。。

我的心情就像这首歌：

‘谁 改变了我的世界 没有方向 没有日夜

我 看着天 这一刻在想你 是否会对我一样 思念

你 曾说我们有一个梦 等到那天 我们来实现

我望着天 在心中默默念 下一秒 你出现在眼前

想念的心 装满的都是你

我的钢琴 弹奏的都是你

我的日记 写满的都是你的名

才发现有另一个黎明

这是我对你爱的累积 ’